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ABOUT WOUT - MY STORY
In 2012 I was 21 years old, single, working at a soul-sucking 9-5 desk-job, living a life that wasn't true to myself, eating unhealthy and barely had any friends or nourishing relationships in my life.
This painful reality had me going down the wrong path... drugs got in the picture... until... a drug-induced psychosis eventually showed me how far I had drifted off from my True Self.
It was time for me to change.
Initially i set out to tackle my biggest pain; the fact that my sex or love-life was non-existent. The main cause of that being my low self-esteem, social anxiety and awkwardness. (Yet, on a deeper level I could also say.. the lack of ANY conscious decisions when it came to my career, health or social life.)
I wanted to attract more women and I knew that for that I needed to improve myself. I became addicted to self-development and read over 40 books in one year.
I started going out 4 nights a week doing nothing but approaching girls and reading books about the art of seduction.
The great part was that I started having enormous success with women.
I was having all kinds of hot, wild, amazing adventures.
Yet, after all.. this 'success' wasn't nearly as fulfilling as I hoped it would have been...
I started questioning myself...
What was I really looking for? Was I avoiding something? and.. how could I start serving the world?
This is where the real journey began... the one inwards. My first step: I committed to a daily meditation practice.
I started peeking inside for the first time ever. Over time, as the 'troubled water' started settling, I could start seeing more clearly where pockets of dirt had amassed in my psyche and body.
It was time to start cleaning up... time for 'The Work'.
And, as the dirty water settled, bigger questions started floating up:
Who am I, really? and, What is my purpose here?
This took me on one of the most sincere quests of my life so far, exploring ALL kinds of paths and healing modalities: from meditation to yoga, plant-medicine, inner-child work, bio-energetics, men's-work, de-armouring, tantra, .. you name it and I have probably explored it.
Slowly but surely I started becoming aware of all the tensions and limitations in my being (My Box). How my heart felt strangled, how I had abandoned my inner child, how much I had numbed myself off. And, finding myself confused about what it means to be a mature, adult man in our modern society.
Slowly but surely I started peeling off the layers. I was learning gently let go of my overly rational mind and started listening to the innate intelligence of my body and.. heart more.
and then.. When I started feeling, truly feeling.. I started healing.
Little by little, a very painful yet rewarding and.. utterly beautiful process started unfolding.
I was slowly learning to move from my head to my heart.
To fearlessly breathing, living and speaking my Truth.
From living a life focused on my 'little me'... to gently opening up to serving something bigger.
Amidst this challenging and often times painful healing process I increasingly experience profound states of Grounded Presence, Love and Flow. States I never could have dreamed of embodying in this human life before.
Now... don't get me wrong.. I do still have some of my own human struggles going on...
And yet, I’ve also come to realize that there are people out there longing to transform, heal and evolve — people I may just genuinely be able to support! (could this be you?)
Among all sorts of clients, I find myself particularly drawn to guide the being I was all these years ago.
The one that is FULL of potential, yet lost, confused, far away from his or her Being and perhaps spending too much time behind digital screens. The one that with just a little bit of right guidance or attuned healing could start flourishing and providing the world with their gifts!
Is this you?
P.S. As my own capacity for sensing, embodiment and presence has deepened — and as the masculine and feminine within me have become more integrated — my work has also naturally opened to more women. I’ve discovered that I deeply value working with women as well as men, and creating spaces in which both can feel seen, met and supported.
I am here to guide you to an Embodied Life, full of Beauty, Truth and ALIVENESS!
Meanwhile I continuously dive deep into conscious communities, meet masters all around the world and attend courses and trainings to keep expanding my knowledge and skills.
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